A few years ago, I discovered that it was possible to import a Tumblr blog onto a WordPress blog. I went ahead and imported my Tumblr blog at that time, and it created a lot of posts containing mostly images, along with tags that were mostly inaccurate and weird. Now, I am trying to go… Read More Why This Blog Has So Many Old Tagged Posts
As always, a disclaimer – this is a blog about my thoughts, feelings, opinions, struggles, etc. Some of those “struggles” include mental health issues such as C-PTSD, major depressive disorder, panic disorder, a dissociative disorder that was last called “DID NOS”… and all of the symptoms associated with these conditions. I try to focus heavily… Read More this deep, magnetic void
I posted this to https://www.reddit.com/r/CPTSD last night and got zero feedback. I can’t focus enough to write much back story about what’s happening. So TL;DR: I am just experiencing some of my symptoms SO bad right now. Just to keep on track, I’m talking C-PTSD symptoms such as emotional dysregulation, dissociation, emotional flashbacks, and just… Read More trying so hard right now
Some extremely intoxicated kid who was (I’m assuming) between 18-and 20 called me a p e d o on New years eve. I had asked him to stop shining his flashlight in my face and sticking his cell phone right in front of me while I was trying to take a nice little video of… Read More
I am really struggling to surrender sexually, or to really enjoy my femininity, because of these damn lumps in my boobs. Last year when I found the first one I went in and got them checked and even biopsied, I was told they are non-malignant and that there were actually three where I thought there… Read More boob talk
H.O.P.E. ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏɴ – ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴇɴᴅꜱ
Well what the hell. I only answered that poll about eating meat because I thought it was going to be a regular type of thing. Not to make me out like an advocate of however-I-answered-that.
I went out lastnight. Rene took me to Bookends for some, ahem, intimate items. This just consisted of sitting in the car for about 30 minutes, walking very carefully but quickly through a store filled with intimidating items. I honestly feel a bit LESS anxiety when wearing a mask (which is something I’d like to… Read More might delete later (written in 2020)
Individuals with ADHD often experience emotional challenges, such as difficulty regulating emotions, impulsivity, and heightened sensitivity to stimulation. This can lead to issues with emotional regulation, self-esteem, and relationships. For example, difficulty focusing on tasks and sustaining attention can lead to frustration and anxiety, while impulsivity may result in impulsive or inappropriate responses in emotional… Read More ADHD and Emotional Dysregulation
I don’t HAVE feelings about eating meat. I mostly only eat chicken, maybe one time a week. This is an issue I am just apathetic about. I’ve followed my partner’s diets in relationships and most have been only poultry eaters. 🤷♀️
wildly oscillating 